Sigh*

Truth be told..I miss having a boyfriend. Just seeing pictures of couples kissing at midnight for New Years, kissing under the mistletoe, playing around, holding hands, crying to each other ect. Just makes me wish I had someone that I can call my own..I wish it was easy to find that special someone. Like I wish I can say “god, can I find & be with that special one” & poof my wish comes true..I wish it was easy like that. But now days its a challenge, you would have to go out there & find them, meet each other half way. For me it’s hard to get out there & find them..for years I tried bettering myself, changing myself, changing my looks, styles, attitude..but yet no one seems to notice..but I know it’s not a good idea to change just to impress someone, I know I want someone that will love me for who I am..sometimes its hard for me to put my feelings out there because I’m just to scared of the outcome..since its a new year, I hope for the better for myself. One day I’ll find that one I can call my own..I just wish that day would be soon.. -__-,

1 month ago

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